Monday, February 2, 2009

My Fragrance

I wrote this fragrance for the members of my church, we do this to try to encourage eachother to keep on believing that God will help you out any situation or struggle that you may be going through.



First and foremost I want to give Father and Mother all honor, praise and glory for coming in these last days and chosing us as the ones to recieve this message in the last days. I wanted to give this fragrance mainly for the new brothers and sisters that just recently got baptized and for the those of you that feel that you are going through any hardships or pursecutions. So my beautiful daughter Yesenia, she's been in the hospital for a little over 5wks, about 6wks ago she stopped breathing on me while we were at home. Her breathing had been a concern of mine for quiet some time and had gone to go see the doctor that Tuesday. He decided that a sleep study needed to be done. I became very thankful, because at this point I had lost a lot of sleep. I had become to afraid to sleep at night because I was so afraid that what she had done that day would happen at night and then I would have to wake up to only God knows. We had already taken CPR because of my son Javi, but I was in such a panic that I forgot to do mouth to mouth, I just remember grabbing her, my phone, and running outside of my complex and yelling for someone to please help me while I tried to dial 911. Now this is where Father and Mother truly showed me and hopefully you as well that they are truly watching over us. Out of all the neighbors I have the 2 that responeded were the ones she and I needed the most. Now mind you this was during the day when most people are at work. The guy that lives above me is a firefighter and he usually works during the day, but that day he had the day off, so he ran downstairs grabbed her and began mouth to mouth and got her to start breathing again. While he was doing this I was trying to dial 911, but I was trying to give him information at the same time, thankfully another woman who lives in my complex was walking her dog, and she grabbed my phone made the phone call, she was a 911 dispatcher so she new the routine. If I didn't believe that Father and Mother were always with us I do now, I always believed that God put people in our paths for a reason and this truly assured me that I was right, these people saved my little girls life. So now we're off to the hospital, during her stay there they tried different procedures to try to figure out what could be done to keep her from pausing at night, unfortunately nothing worked and so surgery was our last option. I was really against it at first only because I'm really nervous about a trac, but once I realized that it was the best thing for my daughter and her health I had to do what was right for her. She ended up getting a tracestomy done and the recovery time for that kind of surgery on children is about 2wks, but just a few days before her surgery I needed some serious guidance, so I went to Pastor, I had begun to question the fate of my baby girl, she's been in and out of the hospital since March of last year and she has missed a lot of Sabbaths and appointed feasts of God, so I had a choice I could stay with her in the hospital and miss out on Gods days or I could go to Zion where I could receive the message of God and pray earnestly for the well being of my Senia. Knowing that Father and Mother would be watching over I chose to be in Zion with my brothers and sisters, and after talking to Pastor he assured me that Father and Mother know all of their childrens situations and by us being there not only were we receiving blessing but she was also receiving her blessings through us. After this watching her progress and seeing how fast she was healing I knew that I had made the right choice, after every procedure she has had, she has shown me that no matter what God has planned for we will always come out strong and more faithful in the end. So brothers and sisters we should never doubt, regardless of what daily struggles we may encounter, we should always put our faith in God, because when we do they show us how much they truly love us and care and for us. She is my example of that everyday, she is such a strong little girl and whenever she smiles she brightens up any room we are in. So believe in God and all that they can do for us. God Bless You!!!!

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